New year again

Very long since I've came here. So fast and its near the end of the year again. Nothing much happened this year.. Its just me again..
I just realised something.. I got problems liking a girl i used to be. I used to commit so much and do alot for the girl i like, but now.. I just let the flow carries.. I don have any sad feelings when the girl just don't reply or reject my date. I guess im just used to it. 23 is coming and im still alone. when will i break this curse. When will the girl that make me willing to do alot for her appears? New year resolution: Be a better person. A person that worth a girl to fall in love with me.