Everytime i meet you, my heart really sways. This time, as usual, it swayed like the flame on the candle. I dare not expect too much and what happened last time really scarred me. I don expect you to come and woo me but give me some time to confirm.. I do not want to get rejected for the same reason again.. Maybe you should just act busy and don't meet me. Why treat me so good when you don intend to give me chances. I've grown to be a stronger and mature guy who will analyse the situation before acting recklessly, thanks to you, and thanks to the cruel and materialistic world. I treat you well because i still have feelings for you and what I did are really from my heart. I've told you i don expect any returns.
I tot 1st date will be an important factor, but after the 1st date, I don see any difference in our relationship. 2nd date is so hard to secure and msges are still 4 to 5 everyday. I tot that date was a good one because i really enjoyed myself and i think we did something tat most people wont do in their 1st date and it is unique! Maybe once again the spark is playing with me. I'm sorry but im just a normal guy who cant capture a girls heart with all the talkings and expressing. I can only be a good company and maybe go for the extra miles type of guy. I'm not the guy you see in drama that will make you melt and think that you are the only one in the world. You just have to give me time to prove it..
