age of 22

Recently, lots of people want to introduce girls to me. I guess im at the age already.. Feeling old.
Sometimes, i wonder, why my love path is so fucked up. Theres will always be some problems. Some problems which i cant help but give in.. Theres this girl which i din expect to like her, i end up slowly liking her. Its not because of the look, but rather, the character. we clique well and I'm myself when i tok to her. Still, the problem is my good friend is also going after her, and the best part is he has a girlfriend. If talking about first come first serve, ya.. I should back off because i told him im nt interested and encourage him to go for her, but in terms of integrity and fairness, I think he should just give up. Its not fair to his girlfriend and the girl, and of course me. He will end up hurting one of them, and if hes just playing around, he should not hog onto the girl.. Hes my good friend, i cant say anything.. Both are in the wrong and he has no intention of stopping, so i will just back off quietly and hope the girl will not get hurt.. If the girl gets to know me earlier, im sure i will protect her, but now its too late isnt it. Actually, I dont give a damn to his girlfriend, provided he don touch my friends im fine with it. I guess i will stop contacting her and act as per normal. Shes definitely not his type.. and hope you wont ever have ur 1st time crying for a guy.. Goodluck

The wait gets longer..

Arduous year one of EEE finally is over. I manage to secure a 4.12 cgpa. Apparently I'm happy with my result cause i know 4.5 is out of the reach.
Recently, friends have been introducing me female friends. Makes me wonder, do they think that im a good guy and tats why they introduce their friend, or found that I'm rather lonely and is just trying to save me. All my so-called relationships with girls are failures. They are either have no interest in me, have boyfriends, or the worst, treat me like a friend. Will the 'one' actually come up to me herself without me looking for her? Spare me please before i give up all hopes. I thought god is fair, but hes nv been fair to me in terms of relationship. Not that im rich or smart..  Sometimes, i try to think that without girls, life is still fine, and for sure, that is to console myself. Girls will start flocking in if one has the money, but thats not what i wanted. I do not want one of those materialistic practical relationships. Theres still one person i'm waiting for...